I've been there lads,,, smart enough not to be tempted... solitaire, balder etc etc..you become a bit instituitionalised from the day in day out groundhog day carry on.. but you make your fun,,, bank the coin,, etc etc.. seein many a scaff, rigger and welder dive into the lit up areas, and drown their marriages away.. goin away again, leaves me with a certain sadness when leaving my children.. but there aint no coin to be earned where I live,, well not enough to cover day to day life with 3.5 kids , mortgage and everything else that goes with it...
Oh the life of a freelance scaff....